you know, sian...

sometimes i think i've felt everything i'm ever going to feel.

and from here on out, i'm never going to feel anything new.

just lesser versions of what i've already felt.

//:sunlight_zone

name • kang seunghoon
nicknames • anderson, ande
birthday • 02 / 03 / 1994
hometown • manhattan, new york city
education • b.s. in computer science
occupation • musician, keyboardist
side hustle • works tech for a crime syndicate
sexual orientation • heterosexual
romantic orientation • panromantic
relationship status • single
guilty pleasures • shoujo, nickelback
pets • a french bulldog named badass


loo/king outward

build • 5'10. broad shoulders. firm build by nature, but not toned.

exercise level • trains a bit to stay in shape, but not disciplined in fitness. plays basketball at the gym, sometimes.

mods • four piercings on both ears, has so many tattoos that he's lost count.

hair • changes frequently, but it's currently cut short and dyed a bright pink color. he closed his eyes and pointed at a dye in the salon.

style • dresses grungy or urban. hasn't been putting much effort into what he's wearing these days, just throws things together and leaves the house.

misc • wears prescription glasses or contacts / paints his nails / really likes jewelry, both cheap and expensive / often ears his own pieces using weird prints and fabrics

habits • fiddles with his earlobe, shakes his foot lightly when sitting, pretends to play the piano by tapping his fingers against his thigh.

//:twilight_zone

good:

humanitarian. fiercely loyal to those he loves. honest & courageous. open-minded. authentic & impractical; does things his own way. tries his best to always stay authentic.

bad:

stubborn, cynical, reckless, forgetful, easily distracted, clumsy, messy. laughs loudly. chews even louder. likes giving unsolicited advice. perpetually late for... everything.

neutral:

altruistic to a fault; will put himself in danger for others. very private, doesn't open up easily. says wild shit on social media, but is a bit quieter, more "normal" in real life.


trai/ts & fac/ts

bedroom • cluttered, but after a single look around, it's clear that every single item has its place. his lights are usually kept dim and tinted pink or purple, and he has an almost strange attachment to some of the items in his room.

family • seunghoon goes by 'anderson' because it's his step-father's last name, and his step-father is the only father that anderson has ever known. he wears the name with pride.

MUS/IC TIMELI/NE

PRACTICE, 2007 - 2011
he spends his school years writing songs, playing piano, and learning how to produce on his laptop, but nothing official just yet.

NO TITLE, 2012
his first official project. he manages to get a couple of other rappers to feature, but no big names. it's not mediocre, but it's nothing special.

I'M YOUNGER THAN U, 2013
anderson's second mixtape. no chorus on any song, no features, just rapping over sample beats. the project grabs the attention of a few names in the koean hip-hop and r&b scene.

SHOW ME THE MONEY 4, 2015
anderson was runner-up on season four of SMTM, proving that he's more than just his affiliation with some of the other artists in the industry.

EDNA, 2016
the first album, and his first opportunity to make a real profit off of his music.

although this project was rushed, he still manages to score a few coveted features for this album, and rises in popularity.

FEATURES, SINGLES, & TOURS, 2016 - 2020
he has spent the last four years featuring on other people's songs, writing k-pop songs, featuring in commercials, etc.

he has also released a plethora of singles during that time, mostly to stay relevant as he works on his next album.

TBD, PRESENT
he is wrapping up his next project, set to release near the end of the year. it's an experimental album, and will be debuting his singing abilities.

under/cons/truct


//:the_abyss:par

http404

the rich have more than enough. it's the poor who suffer, and something needs to change. http404 are committed to making things right.

spacewalkers

anderson and his girlfriend stumble upon a seemingly innocent device, unaware that this hunk of junk would change the course of their lives forever.

//:aeronovacosmo

we just wanted somewhere to make out.

it happened at the lake, in 2011. we were seventeen, hormones raging, the pads of my fingers aching to feel the dewy softness of her skin.

our parents were close, and that summer, they decided on a trip to the lake. sky dark and stars bright, we tiptoed away from camp to a deserted field, desperate for some privacy.

who knew that an abandoned car would become our own little hotel room? sandwiched between my weight and the car’s backseat was the happiest i had seen her in quite a while. it felt nice to be wanted again.

anyway, as i’m about to pull my shirt off, we hear this whirring sound, like a dusty-old game console revving up after staying dormant for too long. the lights on the dashboard go haywire, the engine stirs, and the car comes to life before our very eyes.

we shrieked and jumped out of the vehicle, afraid it would explode, or worse. who turned this ragged car on, how did it still work?

maybe it hadn’t been abandoned for as long as we thought.

it shakes for a moment, vibrating loud and hard and then it just... stops. a flat “beep” and the lights are off, just like that. weird. i can’t help but investigate, even with her worried cries of “no” and “are you fucking serious right now?”

but she should've known better than to try and change my already made-up mind.

i was a stubborn kid.

breaths heavy as they fall from my mouth, i get into the driver's seat, curious hands reaching around for a light. once they finally find the right button, the dashboard glows for me, and i have to keep searching... though i have no clue what i'm looking for.

she gets into the passenger seat, and i'm still not sure if she was simply being my bonnie, or if she didn't want to be swallowed by the night. either way, i was grateful for some company.

our fingers fumble around long enough to find a key - it was stainless steel, shiny and new - but the key didn't match the age of the car it belonged to, with its ripped leather seats and spiderwebs... something wasn't right here.

we looked into each other's eyes, sharing a silent agreement: it must be done. neither of us wanted to go about the rest of our lives, wondering what would've happened if we didn't.
the key is shoved into the ignition, the world turns white, and we fly to november 2, 1995.

we had no clue what we had done, but it would become the worst day of our lives.


tech, explained

they think that the car itself is the time machine, at first. a few trips pass before anderson notices some loose stitching near the ignition, where the key goes.

he rips back the fabric to find a portable metal box, and realizes that the box is the true machine. this revelation allows them to travel from any small, enclosed space.

rules of travel

keepsakes • can only bring back small items that weigh no more than a pound.

no alterations • not allowed to change significant events from the past.

swiper, no swiping • unable to bring any technology with them from the present time - so no cell phones, modern digital cameras, etc. they tried before, and almost got stuck in the parallax.

additional notes

++ only anderson, his ex-girlfriend, and his sister are aware of this discovery. unless we plot, your muse should not be aware of his ability to time travel.

++ there are some things that happened during time travel that have a great impact on anderson's story. i will eventually write this up and go into more detail, but for the sake of understanding him, i'd like to disclose that he's seen terrible things happen regarding his family that still impacts him today.

//:midnight_zone

trigger warnings : criminal organization affiliation.


part one : the beginning

to most people, the upper east side is a pretentious wasteland of vapid assholes, striving every day to one-up each other with fast money, extravagant vacations, and empty reputations.

and anderson, although born and bred from this prestigious piece of manhattan, would be the first to admit it. however, it was also the only home he ever really knew.

childhood there was fairly standard: a bread-winner father and an equally capable mother, luxury penthouse with more bedrooms than bodies, exotic trips every year, private jets with personal pilots to fly you off on a whim. a life tailored to your very comfort.

as young anderson grew older, his parents always stressed the importance of studying hard and working even harder, preparing him to be the son they'd always wanted. he needed to be strong enough, and smart enough, to pick up the legacy that they would eventually walk away from when it came time to retire.

little did anderson know, his parent's success story was all a cover-up for the truth: a makeshift business-front used for laundering monies from one criminal organization to another. in anderson's eyes, they were scheming middle-men.

and this revelation broke his heart.


part two : seize the day

under construction; coming soon!

//:sit/uatio/nal

note : i would love to plot things outside of these ideas, so if you have any in mind, feel free to dm!

you disgust me • male or female / 21+ • status: open
you can't stand each other, but he needs something done, and you're the only one who knows how to do it. the two of you team up for revenge, bumping heads the entire way through.

is this merlot? • female / 21+ • status: open
he made a fake profile to spy on his on-again off-again partner. in the midst of this, he met you online, and he couldn't help but converse with you. this developed into an online relationship of sorts, and before it gets way too deep, he asks to meet up with you so that he can confess about his catfishing ways over steak & wine.

i'm good, luv • female / 21+ • status: open
an incessant ex-fling that won't leave him alone: texts, calls, even "bumping" into him on the way to starbucks in the morning. weirdly enough, he sort of enjoys the attention and doesn't mind entertaining it for a good laugh, considering that you two have a playful, mocking sort of relationship.


//:criminalplots

caught you red handed • male or female / any age • status: open
you were innocently at a bank, hoping to cash a check. twenty seconds later, security systems are blaring and there's a rifle pointed at your face. even though the man in front of you is cloaked with a mask, you recognize his necklace, a custom piece and oh, fuck... is that... anderson?

come here, big boy • female / any age • status: open
you know about anderson's vigilante crew, and even though you don't want any official ties to it, you're happy to put your looks and charm to good use, acting as a pawn. you bat your eyelashes and give suggestive smirks to the right people, at the right place and time. (note : i have a lot of sub-plot ideas, inquire for more info!)


//:spacewa_plots

a huge favor • male or female / any age • status: open
you and anderson tend to have mini-therapy sessions from time to time, being each others' pillars when needed. one day, you explain an event from your past, something that you've never really revealed to anyone else before, and you have unsolved questions from this event that haunt you at night. anderson decides to travel back to this fateful day, seeing you in a whole new light when he returns. (can plot this out more in-depth if interested!)

//:typ/ist_notes


OVER 21 / PREFERS SCRIPT / EST. 2016

so you actually want to deal with me and my bozo ass muse, amazing. i appreciate you taking the time to read my carrd. a few things that i wanted to note before you continue:

literacy • this is a semi-literate muse, leaning more towards literate. i know anderson is a fool, but everything he says and does is completely intentional.

interactions • let's be real, casual conversations are pretty boring and i tend to reply very slowly to them. please feel free to softblock if this will bother you.

mature • i only write mature themes (inc. violence) with muns who are of age.

timeline • i might softblock if your muse does an excessive amount of shading, complaining, or bullying. please don't take it personally, it's nothing against you as a mun.

triggers • this muse will have mentions of the following: drug use, robbery, sex, profanity, toxic relationships, etc. let me know if you have any triggers that i should be aware of.

disclaimer • not associated with song minho / mino, or yg entertainment.